Everything's In a Name: Why I'm Now Keri Receiver
I was born Keri Sender.
Thirty-four years later in 2014, I went through a HUGE transformation from receiving Access Consciousness Bars — the energy work technique I now offer others.
The expansion was extraordinary and I was receiving downloads rapidly and often.
One download that came through strong was to change my last name from "Sender" to "Receiver" to create more balance in my Life, and transform my lineage.
I saw how my ancestors pushed and struggled, how they constantly generated and worked themselves to the bone to make shit happen in their Lives, but that they didn’t always make the mental or energetic space to *receive* blessings from the Universe.
In other words, they didn’t always allow the magic of Life to open to them, to let themselves be showered by the wonderful surprises and gifts that Spirit has to offer.
That’s when I realized that EVERYTHING's in a name...
I don't blame them, though.
When we go through individual or collective trauma (whether it’s from the Holocaust or bankruptcy, sudden loss, or death) in the aftermath we often attempt to control things...because that’s safer than leaving ourselves wide open to another trauma.
So we figure out what we want, and with a single minded focus, do everything we can to achieve it.
And perhaps by doing that, we close ourselves off to all of the other possibilities that Life has to offer us.
Once I realized all of this was entangled with my name, I really wanted to change it.
But I was afraid.
Afraid of what my parents might say, and afraid of what YOU would think of me.
Maybe I was also afraid of receiving...
So I decided that I would transition by becoming Keri “Sender-Receiver” first.
That transition is now complete.
I’m no longer afraid to become Keri Receiver.
In fact I’ve learned that much to my surprise, the more authentic we become, and the more we Unlock Who We Really Are, the more receptive the world actually IS to us.
So I no longer feel so weird or alien or alone or judged when I’m being myself.
Now I open my arms and my heart wide to RECEIVE and allow all of what this Life has to offer.
When I became Keri Sender-Receiver, my life changed.
Now it’s time to fully balance out 30+ years of sending, pushing, and controlling and allow all the blessings that come with Being KERI RECEIVER.